Mad Mad World

SIGH! had lots of laughter with han wen and isaac. went to mac for lunch after moving poles for camp! saw yvonne and friends AND A MAD MAN. he was like shouting into thin air. I was like damn scared but amused. cos he kept saying the same thing. saw many other retards too. LOL! i pity them. May god bless you all (:

we talked about LOVE and life. the funny part was when we talked about kenneth and isaac said he was a murderer,a lone wolf,two lifes and all. FUNNY! then isaac said I was despo for love but han wen said i was not. then we talked about LOTS of facts in life and love which i completely agree! hmmmmm. okay then dunno why after that before going home...i suddenly felt angry. WTH. i also dunno why. I just felt...UGH! dunno how explain. it was like a combination of being pissed,irritated and sad clumped together into a pile of stupid emotions. sigh...

Thinking of the upcoming camp on thurs,two days from now,makes me sick. I just feel like ponning it. i mean....what can i gain? who will benefit from it? besides the fucking plc who will be pleased to see us suffer. bastards. sigh. TIRED. not in the mood for anything.

Its a large gamble you have to take. I'm exhausted. Is it really worth it? Time shall tell. For now...its just the freezing bitter rain.